Still in the Boundaries

There are people who project through laughter and smile

That everything is fine, everything is cool….

But in the deepest part of their heart

They truly hate themselves.

There are people who waste a lot of things, even friendship

Because they thought they have everything

They always said they can live the lives they used to live

The same life, the same old feeling of loosing someone…but feeling the vacuum

There are people who have some issues within themselves

That they admit and recognize…but refuse to change

Some pretend it’s a part of their being that they cannot control

But actually selective in situations when “being out of control”

There are always reasons for these behaviors

Some were just results of others’ behavior… even way back in the past

But I think these people are still in the boundaries

Where one can still see a greater light

It is a struggle…it is a constant struggle to be sane

It is a constant struggle to be good

And for those who are still in the boundaries

I truly hope they won’t miss a good opportunity given to them

Opportunities that they can only see through humility…..