Desire VS Dignity

I thought I could still prolong my constant giving in to desire... I said another one more year.
But dignity prevailed...............
I dropped the banana while it is hot.
I like to hold the banana while it is hot.
But well.... I dropped it!

And the most wonderful of all... I have this strength right now of NOT CARING.

Some Sad thoughts

- I heard few nights ago from TV Patrol that a young couple who are about to get married this December was hold-upped while in a passenger jeep in Novaliches. The girl was shot dead and her boyfriend could have been dead also if only the gun had worked properly. I saw the picture of the girl and she was very beautiful and so sexy.

- I watched a pirated movie of happy feet. Just minutes before the ending, when the humans were getting out from a helicopter to see the community of penguins, the cd was no longer working.

- I do not know why the book of Harry Potter is Bestseller. I never liked the Harry Potter movie.

- I learned that female dragons are fertile for only a month once in a year and dragons mate once in every seven years. These dragons (both female and male dragons) spent many days incubating their eggs. Mother dragons spent many years raising her young and then their young was killed by humans.

- I heard also from TV Patrol that the penis of a man aged 21 years old was cut by his wife because of jealousy.

- I availed an insurance because I was attracted to the hospitalization benefits. I found out later that dreaded diseases are not covered. Hypertension is considered dreaded disease.

- I seldom buy books because they are expensive…but last week I bought 4 books. And then I learned I do not like the contents of the books and they are so boring……. now they are sitting in my table.

- My son was bullied yesterday by his classmate…

- People from my past are starting to disappear one by one … little by little….. I am staring to forget their face.

- I got more sad thoughts than happy moments

Some happy moments

- My son laughed so hard when he saw himself in the mirror without two teeth. I pulled his two teeth because they were already moving and his new teeth are starting to grow.

- We (amiel and I) finished 2 cds ( 9 movies each) of JET LI

- I had a 45 minutes full body massage

- I was able to pay my rent for August this morning… once again I have one month of comfort

Nalipasan

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Sa yo na ang bananaque mo...........