Longing for an explosion

Today I feel tired and very confused!
Very low energy!
I am longing for that explosion…..
Kung saan I will feel high, alive and dreamy
Kung saan I would cry without reasons at all… with matching hagulgol!
Kung saan I will feel very inspired, adrenalin shooting up!
Kung saan I could do a lot of things, productive things!

I am longing for that explosion….
I have done that several times before…
I missed it so much!!!
Sa Saturday kaya???